Tuesday, February 23, 2010

The Adventures of Pengwen and friends...



A two-month long celeb of D day and Heart's day...

Heart's day eve @ Linden Suites...
Pengwen: Happy Valentines guys!!! KUNG HEI FAT CHOI HUMPY DUMPY BABOY!!
Defender of the Universe: Pronounced sha as Fat sai...
**San kapa...

Having breakfast na and music was blazin... Bglang nag play Walk me home...
Sushi nahiga sa couch and nag emo... ting ting ting ka-ching!!!

Eksena: Sushi, Defender of the universe and Pengwen watching 10 thing I hate about you
Bglang may tumawa, ka sound ni J...
Hanap kameng tatlo... Walang tao...
Defender of the universe: Mukang galeng sa CR.
PAUSE.
Pengwen: Hindi din!!
Sushi, Defender of the universe and Pengwen: Whahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Eksena: Everyone watching I know who killed me...
BigMouth: Grabe skinless cat...
Pengwen: Yesssss... Parang Skinless langgonissa lang!
Pengwen: Ikaw SENIOR LIEMPO HA!!
**basag

Eksena: Watching I know who killed me Lilo pole dancing
Pengwen naka lean kay Sushi parang may nararamdaman na drumroll
Pengwen: Ano ba yan Sushi, pabilis ng pabilis heartbeat mo ramdam na ramdam ko!!

Still wating the same movie...
Pengwen: Twin ibig ba nyan sabihin since twins tau pag tinusok ako mararamdaman mo din?
G2: Cge ikaw muna magpatusok...
Pengwen: Sana pla habang nung nasasaktan ako, nararamdaman mo din...
**May kasunod pa na hinirit c Gurltoy pro auko na sabihin kase hndi kaya i-process ng utak q..hahahaha ALAMO!

Everyone talking about the Aids news...
Bigmouth: Pengwen, malay mo?? SHE might be one of them?
**Winner tlga hirit!!Ewwness un.

Bigmouth: Para lang tau nasa PBB house noh?
Kung nsa PBB kaya tau, cno mananalo?
And cno una ma eevict?
Eh may na evict na nga eh.hehehe

Guitar hero gurl: Nbsa yosi q..
Defender of the universe: Sna cnabe mo saken para naprotektahan ko yosi mo..
Guitar hero gurl: Eh pano mo gagawen un eh laseng na laseng ka nga kagabe!
Gurltoy: Blow dry mo yan sa bathroom..
Guitar hero gurl nagmamadali pumunta and pumasok sa washroom, pag pasok bglang labas..,
Guitar hero gurl: *Chuckling* hehehehe hehe hehehe hehehe
Andon pla c Bigmouth...hehe hehe
Gurltoy and Pengwen:whahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
Gurltoy: May nakita kaba?
**Whahahahaha gs2 q mag cartwheel

Bigmouth palabas ng hotel kausap si BF
"Eto kase ang pogi mo eh!"
**Clap clap!!

PADICURE.

Weirdometer.

ABATAR.

Gurltoy: Nagkakaintindihan ba tau??
**parang bulubundukin.lol

PENGWEN: Gurltoy uwe kana, sarap bfast naten...
**Pag uwe ni gurltoy may dalang bfast...toinks! Passive reading.haha

Pengwen: Sushi, what's g****?
Sushi: Ah.. Ah... Ah...
Gurltoy shouting from the terrace: Gurl para ka tlgang cartoons!!!

Pengwen looking for her washed undergarment..
Gurltoy: Gurl nipasok mo ba ung undies ko??
Gurltoy: Hndi..
Pengwen and gurltoy searching the terrace...
**nilipad..ALAMO!hahahaha

Defender of the universe: Sana pla bumili aq ng straw...
Gurltoy and Pengwen Chorus: Ayonnnn oh........ Nituturo straws...
**Uhmm ibang straw pla

Eksena: AM booze session talking about overated lurve
Gurltoy: Ika nga ni Chinchan, parang ung song lang, are you gonna stay with the one who loves you, or are you going back to the one you love?
Pengwen: Ahhhhh... Kala q bday sex...
**haha

Guitar hero Gurl, Defender of the Universe and Pengwen eating senior liempo...
Pengwen daldal daldal with chicken sa bibig: blah blah blah
Guitar hero gurl: Gurlkelangan mo subtitle?

Guitar hero gurl: Defender ubusin mo na ung chicken..
Pengwen cge pa din kaen.
Defender of the universe: Mukang hndi ko na kailangan ubusin...
Pengwen ang sama ng tingin.
**hahahaha

Guitar hero Gurl, Defender of the Universe and Pengwen chatting sa terrace ng kung ano2...
Defender of the universe: Bsta iba iba ung color ng aura, c guitar hero gurl magaling jan... Chaka inalam din nmen ung mga previous lives namen...
Pengwen: Tlga?? Naku ako hndi ko pa na research yan..
Guitar hero gurl: Sa previous life ko royalty daw ako.
Defender of the universe: Ako warrior daw ako, kanang kamay ni Genghis Khan
Pengwen nag iicp...
Pengwen: Ako cguro... Sa previous life ko ano ko... gypsy..
Defender of the universe: (serious mode pa) Ah.. Hndi ka gypsy... Ano ka...
Pengwen: ANO?
Defender of the universe: Ikaw ung nag imbento ng unang computer...
whahahahahahahahahahahahaha
Guitar hero gurl: hahahahaaha ikaw c Pascal!!
Defender: Hndi c pascal un!!!!
Pengwen: OO c Blaise Pascal un!
Guitar hero gurl: Oh... maniwala ka sakanya... comsci yan...
**Ano ba yang comsci na yan!

Pengwen: huhuhu mamimish q tlga kau...
Guitar hero gurl: Wag ka mag alala gurl, ym tau plage, kaya lang................
defender of the universe tawa ng tawa...
Guitar hero gurl: Eto hndi na nga aq ng react..
Pengwen: Ang init na kaya ng ulo q don sa conference, imagine 1hour na kme ngpipilit mag conf.. C Sushi aq pa pnag invite, sbe q magkikita nman bkas, bkas na magusap! Sabe ba nman last na last na... Hndi na ikaw mag invite..
**tsk tsk pro natatawa aq d2 OA.

Eksena: Coal
Mr Dj can u play bday sex??
After take it off..
Gurl u know ah ah ah Gurl u know ah ah ah
**basag!

Defender of the Universe: Ano course mo?
Pengwen: ^answer^
Defender of the universe: ......................?
Nagpipigil tumawa
Pengwen: Lam mo ganto lang yan, hindi lahat binibgay sa isang tao
Defender of the universe: Wla nman ako cnasabe ah.. ^natawa pa din^
Pengwen: Chka ano ba magaling nman ako sa ibang bagay..
Defender of the universe: Saket mo sa bangs!
**Lahat ng yan ng dahil sa PLAYLIST.

Eksena: Hndi makahanap ng parking
Defender of the universe: Cge d2 mo park, left left, kabig sa left
Pengwen: kabig sa right
Defender: Facepong
Pengwen sama ng tingin.
Defender: Cge hndi nako magsasalita. PAUSE. left left.
Pengwen: hmp.
Defender: Cge na lalabas na sisignalan kita
Sushi sa labas: Ayaw tlga nya ng parking noh?
Sushi hndi nakatiis, katok sa window..
Sushi: Pengwen ako na mag park.
Ending hndi rin nkapagpark nghanap pa din ng mas maluwag na parking.

**Ako si Cindesushi..

Pengwen: Ice cream gs2 q ng ice cream!
Gurlto: Gs2dw nya ng ice cream
Sakto may sumaang ice cream
Sushi: ICE CREAM!!!!!!! Tara samahan nyo q sa baba..
Gurltoy and Pengwen synchronized PLAY DEAD...
Sushi: Sabe q nga aq na bababa...
**Lavyah Sushi ure the MAN!!! Este the best!

Sushi: Hndi q alam, pero alam q naman ung mangyayari, alam ko aawayin nyo ko, pero ewan ko ba bat pa din ako sama ng sama senyo..
**Super lav ka nmen!!

My friend's tweets:
@glamgwen love guru herself hits korea! Aja aja fighting! Wahahaha
Strikes again!RT @glamgwen: Yes a heart can hallucinate if its completely starved for love; it can even make monsters seem angels from above
@glamgwen hahaha o0 mare, mainit, parang ulo ko. HOT, parang TAYO.. Wahahaha
Take it from my mare 1/2.. Free advice, n0w streaming! Haha!RT @glamgwen: Im better than your EX, gonna be better than your next *wink wink*
Whahahaha Words of wisdom from the love guru herself! Wahahaha! RT @glamgwen: The hottest love has the coldest end...
The witch is up.. Ready to cast some killing curse.. Avada Kedavra!
I miss @glamgwen because I can't have coffee dates with her since she's in Korea. But i love what we're doin on Facebook!

BF to GF..
Wag mo nga aq i bully!!!
Hndi lahat nadadaan sa pagmamaldita...
**Anonymous by request *wink wink* Pero pasok sa jar!lol

Soo i was talking to his bro..
Pengwen: Hav u talked to Tito lately?
Hahn: Yeah I called him nung bday nya.. After ng phone call nagtext wrong send, may bagong chic nnman..
Pengwen: Hayaan mo na.. Nagbibinata
Hahn: Kase nman! Ang hilig sa chics! Parang c Embot lang!
Pengwen: Hahaha ang hilig sa domestic partner eh.
Hahn: HAHAHAHA domestic partner, oh ayan nakuha nya domestic violence!
**Flimsy Phalanges LOL

And2 ka daw punthan kita swimming tau..
OMG I cant..
Baket??
Wla ako two piece!
**Un yon eh!

F: Gurl I talked to him sorry nasabe q na and2 ka..
Pengwen: Keri lang..
F: Hndi pa din ba tapos yang saga na yan?? T slayer! Hndi nako tinigilan mag swimming daw tau..
Pengwen: Hindi nga aq nkapag dala ng two piece!
F: Nkaka loka ka tlga kahet kelan!

Creasy Bear



My hart is SoO brandnewish!!! And I'm lurvin it!!! Sabe ni frend, na mish nya ung old me, sabe nya gudthingy the old me is back, sabe ko nman its the same old gwen with a brandnewish heartbeat... I sOooo lurve it!!!!!!! Do I have to spell it out that I'm happy??
Who would have thought??

Ang sarap mabuhay ^_^
(*)Falling Stars, Atom Bombs, Hearts, Anime

I SoOoo wanna learn Korean Linggo, Spanish and French!!!
^_^<-------------2ne1

Monday, February 22, 2010

Brandnewish



I feel sOoooo Brandnewish.... I feel sooooOOooo alive and connected...^_^
For F and C. Pinapataba mo heart ko!

Sunday, February 21, 2010

CHEESY ^_^

This wall would not be enough to list all the good things that Gwen is... not enough words to describe how much an angel fallen to earth she is... not enough cows in the world to produce enough cheeze to woo her(all though some male cows have come up with a lot of fertilizer to drown and dull her senses to make her agr...ee to some less than agreeable species) not enough stars to out sparkle her eyes... not enough teeth to grit in anger when you's see her cry... although... too much space in her strong yet fragile heart.... too much joys she brings when she comes into a room... too much awestruck wolves she leaves dumbfounded with every smile she flashes... what am I gettin at? I'm sorry I lost my train of thought when I saw Gwen... nyahahahaha...

**Came across this while surfin my facebook, i just lurve it!!may nag comment na parang poem lang daw...hehe geezzzz cant start my work yet my microsoft office expired, where the hell am i gonna get that herrreee??Sushi SOS!!!hehe

And if permitted, I'd like to keep you from all sadness... -Awwww
May nagpasaya naba sau ng ganto before? Kase ikaw yung tipo ng babae na dapat lahat binibigay...-gs2 mag cartwheel

Am I just a game to you? He asked...
She smiled.-You wont have a single clue about what's going on in that head of hers.


**BOW.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Happy Heart's Dayyy



Happy Heart's Dayyyy!!! From a Happy PenGwen...
Yah know you lurve me...XoXo

**Sushi Thanks for the flowers, for the nth time, you again touched my heart ^_^

Friday, February 12, 2010

BLiSS

I'm SoO freain' happy... From now on I'll be gOod...whahahaha
iba nagagawa ni St. Jude...=)
Eto ka, i was drinking with guitar hero gurl di q napancin nag melt na ice ni pengwen nabasa lappie q hehehehhe

when you like someone thats just good.
when someone likes youu well thats more than good.
but when the person you like, likes you back well thats just amazing<3

Dont flatter yourself sweetie,
the only fan you have is on the ceiling.


A special smile, a special face;
a special someone I can't replace.
"i guess it's gonna have to hurt,
i guess i'm gonna have to cry,
and let go of some things i love
to get to the other side."
~ "Starts With Goodbye"

She was much too pretty and much too depressed
They saw the beauty and overlooked the mess
Rock bottom is good solid ground.
And a dead end street is just a place to turn around
I love you more than Jack Sparrow loves his rum =]
She smiled in a big way.
The way a girl like that smiles, when the world is her

He showed me you can find good in anybody.
If you give them a chance, benefit of a doubt.
Sometimes people disappoint you, sometimes they surprise you.
But you never really get to know them
until you listen to what they're all about.

Sending tingles up your spine
There is no way to define
a regret that you cannot rewind

Step up..
Or be stepped on

You know life is worth the struggle
When you look back on what you lost
and realize what you have now is way better

mirror, mirror, on the wall;
who's the biggest fool of all?
it must be the girl who can't stop crying.
or maybe it's the girl who won't give up on trying

What makes you stand out is what makes you different.
What makes you different is what makes you beautiful.
SO I kinda ;; sorta ;; maybe like you a lot more
than I had planned ...

i am who i am
your approval
isnt desired or
required
i wasn't mad because he didn't like me,
i was jealous because he liked her.
well theres this boy,
and hes pretty much g|o|r|g|e|o|u|s

"If I had a world of my own,
everything would be nonsense.
N o t h i n g would be what it is,
because everything would be
what it isn't. && contrary wise,
what is, it wouldn't be. && what
it wouldn't be, it would. You see?"
-Alice in Wonderland

You only find a few people in this world,
a few people who will tell you they love you
and actually mean it with all their heart.
Don't forget those people who stood by you
through it all, the special few that were
there for you until the end. <3
15.

A good friend will tell you something
looks good on you when it really doesn't,
but a best friend will say, "Get that crap off
and try something better on!"

I don't like to be quiet, I like it loud.
I'm spontaneous, delirious, and all in between.
Live like there's no tomorrow
friendship is the glue that keeps our lives together,
especially when it feels as if everything is falling apart
you are there whenever i need you. you know what i'm thinking before i speak. we act dumb and laugh at our own jokes. and we don't care what other people think about us. you are my best friend <

i love you. and that's basically it. but you and i both know that it's enough.

"Now I'm giving you permission to behave badly. You go in there...and you kick her ass."
~ The Women
what do I wish for at 11:11? you. i wish for you.
I kinda, sorta have a major crush on you.
you messed up. not me. i was there to have a happy ending. you're the one that ran off. that left me and then came back, thinking you could have a second chance. and don't ask me for you back. and don't think I will run back even if you beg. because i won't. i don't want to fall into this again. i'm done. i can't promise anything. but i'm trying to tell myself that i'm done. so wish me luck. you messed up. not me. i was there to have a happy ending. you're the one that ran off. that left me and then came back, thinking you could have a second chance. and don't ask me for you back. and don't think I will run back even if you beg. because i won't. i don't want to fall into this again. i'm done. i can't promise anything. but i'm trying to tell myself that i'm done. so wish me luck.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

More QuoTeS

If you keep chasing yesterday, you're going to miss tomorrow

Romance is one big lie.
It makes you blue.
It makes it cry.
So what's the point?

"I guess it's gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye.
I know there's a blue horizon,
Somewhere up ahead, just waiting for me,
Getting there means leaving things behind,
Sometimes life's so bitter sweet.

But, I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side."
-Carrie Underwood "Starts With Goodbye"

"Some of us think holding on makes us strong;
but sometimes it is letting go."
-Herman Hesse

If you think that you have a chemistry together
Don’t forget that we had a history together.

I gave you everything
& you threw it all away.
You left me with nothing,
but myself & my two feet.
Well, guess what?
I'm gonna get back up on
those two feet &
M0VE0N; without you!

It's alright if you love me,
It's alright if you don't,
I'm not afraid of you runnin' away honey,
I've got this feeling you won't.

I'd rather run the other way than stay
& see the smoke and who's still
standing when it clears.

Anyone who can touch you can hurt you or heal you; anyone who can reach you can love you or leave you.

You were everything I wanted;
Everything a boy could be.
Then you left me broken hearted.
Now you don't mean a thing to me.

"I'll be who i want to be,
not who you think I should.
I am going to dress my own way,
Not the way you want me to.
I am going to listen to the music
that I want to listen to;
watch what I want to watch;
read what I want to read.
I won't let you break me down,
because If I'm not good enough for you,
then you're nothing to me."

"The day i thought I'd never get through,
I GOT OVER YOU."

"There's a good chance you don't like me,
but there's a better chance that i don't care."

"Some people hang on when
they should really just let go.
-Raise Your Voice

You don't have bad luck; the only reason
bad things happen to you is because
you're a dumbass.
>>That 70's Show

"You can't base your life
on other people's expectations."
-Stevie Wonder

"Distance makes the heart grow fonder,
but only for a little while...
Soon it makes the heart forget."

"Being happy doesn't mean
that everything's perfect.
It means you've decided to
look beyond the imperfections."

You know better than anyone
what happens when you get attached.

You think I still want you,
but you guessed wrong.
Because guess what, boy?
I moved on!

Learn to run when feeling the pain.
then, push even harder.

hugging is healthy. it helps the immune system, cures depression, reduces stress, and induces sleep. it’s invigorating, rejuvenating, and has no unpleasant side effects. it’s nothing less than a miracle drug. Hugging is all natural. it’s organic, naturally sweet, has no artificial ingredients, environmentally friendly, and it’s 100% wholesome. hugging is the ideal gift. great for any occasion, fun to give and receive. it shows youu care, comes with it’s own wrapping paper and, of course, it’s fully returnable.
[ that’s soo cuuute ]

N0W i`LL WRiTE "i LOVE YOU" D0WN THE SAME NUMBER 0F TiMES Y0U SAiD iT T0 ME & i`LL GiVE iT T0 Y0U S0 Y0U CAN USE iT 0N THE NEXT GiRL WH0 Y0U SAY iS Y0UR W0RLD & i H0PE SHE D0ESNT BELiEVE Y0U LiKE i DiD, BECAUSE i KN0W N0W THAT Y0U NEVER MEANT iT T0 ME WHEN YOU SAiD iT, WHY DiD Y0U HAVE T0 LiE T0 ME, DiDN'T Y0U KN0W H0W i FELT AB0UT Y0U? Y0U WERE MY EVERYTHiNG, AND i TH0UGHT i WAS Y0UR EVERYTHiNG T00, i CAN'T BELiEVE THiS iS iT BETWEEN ME AND Y0U.THiS iS THE WORST PAiN i'VE EVER FELT<|3 WHY DiD THiS HAPPEN? AFTER EVERYTHiNG i'VE d0NE F0R Y0U, ALL THE CHANCES i TRiED GiViNG Y0U, Y0U STiLL BR0KE MY HEART EVERYTiME-BUT iT'S 0VER N0W,FiNALLY i REALiZED THAT i D0N'T DESERVE THiS & i H0NESTLY D0NT THiNK Y0U DESERVE ME.iVE SPENT T0 MANY DAYS CRYiNG 0VER Y0U, WiSHiNG Y0U W0ULD C0ME BACK. YEAH, i STiLL L0VE Y0U & i DEFiNTELY WiLL F0R A L0NG TiME, BUT i CANT D0 THiS NEM0RE. i CAN'T WATCH Y0U PLAY ME, iT HURTS T0 MUCH ; N0 MATTER H0W MUCH i WANT Y0U BACK, i CANT GET Y0U, i GUESS THiS iS CALLED M0ViNG 0N<|3

BE WHO YOU ARE & SAY WHAT YOU FEEL BECAUSE
those who matter don't mind & those who mind
don't matter ( =

CANCEL MY SUBSCRIPTION,
I’M OVER YOUR ISSUES

thE teaRS y0U th0Ught yOU'd dR0wNn iN
THE MOMENTS YOU COULDN'T TAKE iT ANY L0NGER
bEtRAyaL - liES - & heaRtbReAk
onLy make y0U >> s-t-r-0-n-g-e-R . . <3

mperfection is beauty. madness is genius. it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring ♥

always forgive but NEVER forget .. learn from
your mistakes but n e v e r r e g r e t <.3
the only people you need in life are the people that need you in theirs

"it's important to scare yourself
to do the things you don't think you're
capable of doing."-Reese Witherspoon

laugh it off, let it go =)

pain- you just have to led it ride out & hope it goes away on it's own, hope that the wound that it caused heals. there are no solutions or easy answers ; you just breathe deep and wait for it to subside ' pain doesn't let up, you just have to fight .

hold on tightly, let go lightly <3

sometimes you have to forget how you
feel and remember what you deserve.

misery has enough company; dare to be happy ( =

/ SOMETiMES UU GOTTA GET FKKED UP TO FEEL SOBER \\
\\ CRY SO UU CAN SEE CLEAR & FALL DOWN 100 TiMES //
// BEFORE UU FiNALLY LEARN TO PiCK YOURSELF UP <3 \.

i'VE BEEN BLiND AND FOOLiSH, BUT i'M jUST A giRL, yOU SEDUCED ME WiTH yOUR LiES AND PROMiSED ME THE WORLD, N0W i'VE HAD iT WiTH yOU AND yOUR TWiSTED gAMES, N0 l0NGER WiLL y0U MAKE ME FEEL ASHAMED.

what makes you different, makes you beautiful 

what you think about me is your opinion- what you know about me is what people tell you & what you think you know about me, just isn't me at allll. =)
imperfection is beauty. madness is genius. it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring ♥

Y0U CAN'T T0UCH THE UNT0UCHABLE , BREAK THE UNBREAKABLE ; SHAKE THE UNSHAKEABLE - CANT SEE THE UNSEEABLE , REACH THE UNREACHABLE ; D0 THE iiMP0SSiiBLEE - CAN'T M0VE THE UNM0VEABLE , ST0P THE UNST0PABLEE ( =

♥ ♥ ♥ "in order to be irreplacable, one must always be different".

Realize wat u deserve and never settle for anything less

ii H A V E E N 0 R E G R E T S S . .
JUST LESS0NSS LEARNEDd =)

YOU SAY THE WORDS BUT BOY iT DONT FEEL THE SAME
WHAT DO YOU EXPECT ME TO SAY
Y0U TAKE MY HAND & YOU SAY YOUVE CHANGED _ BUT BOY YOU KNOW UR BEGGiNG DONT FOOL ME
BEKAUSE TO Y0U iTS JUST A GAME.. SO LET ME GO0 NOWW
KAUSE TiME HAS MADE ME STRONG.. iM STARTiNG TO MOVE ON
YOUR CHANCE HAS C0ME & GONEE
& NOW YOU KNOEE . . it's just too little too late

THERE'S AlWAYS GUNNA BE DRAMA & BUllSHiT iN liFE,JUST
KEEP Y0UR HEAD UP & NEVER lET iT G0 T0 Y0UR hEAD =]~

rain falls angry on the tin roof as we lie awake in my bed - you're my survival - you're my living proof - my love is alive not dead - tell me that we belong together - dress it up with the trappings of love - i'll be captivated - i'll hang from your lips -
instead of the gallows of heartache that
hang from above
i'll be your crying shoulder - i'll be love's suicide - i'll be better when i'm older
i'll be the greatest fan of your life

YOU SAY IAM JUST IMPOSSIBLE...TOTALLY UNPREDICTABLE..I AM JUST A GIRL...GET USED TO IT...NO BIG DEAL

always smile through the drama, things will get better it might be a little cold and stormy, but it cant rain forever <3

Don’t stop yourself from saying what you mean just because you are scared of someone else’s reaction.

Remember what you want.
And before you take an action think about it.

maybe God wants us to meet a few
wrong people before meeting the right
one so that when we finally meet the
right person, we will know how to be

"NORMAL" is the absence of individuality.
Life-
4 simple letters, yet so complicated ..
Love-
4 simple letters, yet so confusing ..
Destiny-
7 simple letters, yet so unpredictable ..
Feelings-
8 simple letters, yet so unexplainable ..
Words-
5 simple letters, yet there aren't enough to express ..
Regrets-
6 simple letters, yet they never seem to disappear ..
Silence-
7 simple letters, yet it can be so loud ..
Time-
4 simple letters, yet there is never enough ..
Sadness-
7 simple letters, yet it lingers everywhere ..
Pain-
4 simple letters, yet it takes so long to heal ..
Mistakes-
8 simple letters, yet they can never be erased ..
Beauty-
6 simple letters, yet so hard to see ..
Hope-
4 simple letters, yet it's so unreachable ..
You-
3 simple letters, yet it means everything

Well this guy is beautiful. He is a beautiful person with a beautiful personality. He would be a playful kind of romantic, but his goal isn’t love. He doesn’t look for love. It naturally comes equally for both of us. It’s rare and untouchable, yet so evident in everything we do. It comes from deep inside, almost hidden, so deep in our hearts that it is impossible to recover, except for that one person. I couldn’t imagine my life without him, and even if we aren’t together, just knowing each other are out there is enough hope to keep living. Together it would be like heaven. Gorgeous and so close to perfect it’s unimaginable. We would have the best conversations about everything under the sun, whether it was something stupid or something deep. Either way, I could fully trust him I could do anything with him. All the stupid things I do and all the dreams I hope to come true. He would help me do them and he would take me seriously. He is up for anything and I can be spontaneous with him. We would get through all the things we never imagined being able to get through, just because we supported each other. Our days would be filled with laughs and smiles, true happiness and soon after, true love. I would never be able to become annoyed with him, and he knows how to treat a lady. And on those days that I feel like being alone, he would respect that. On the days where I don’t want to talk, he would sit quietly holding me, never having an awkward moment. And on those days where I just need to be with my girls, he would encourage it. When I am crying and refuse to talk about what's wrong he would know exactly how to handle me. Even if i didnt shave my legs or pluck my eye brows [ew] he would still love me. I guess I like the fact that he would find me attractive no matter what. Because this boy respects who I am, all my quirks, and wouldnt change me for the world. This guy lets me be myself, as well as lets himself be well, himself. He would be my true best friend except with hugs and kisses and dates and holding hands.
Don’t care what other’s think of you.
Because that’s what holds you back.

People’s words affect you only as much as you let them.
This is for the girls who go for the gold.
Who stay up late writing in diaries about what inspires them.
The girls who laugh, smile, and cry on a daily basis.
The who live & learn but never regret.
The girls who may never have it easy.
But they go through life whether it is easy or not
And the live to tell about it.
This is for the girls that know they can make a difference.

Outspoken. Deal with it.

you crash and you burn
you live and you learn

dare to be different

Don’t twist your life out of shape just to meet someone else’s expectations.
You can open up your own doors
But sometimes you open and shut that door one too many times
That you are finally locked out
And then regret ever leaving in the first place.
All opportunities have an expiration date.

Acknowledge the past’s influence on the present
Walk through your past
&& heal into the present’


You shouldn't have to sacrifice who you are just because somebody else has a problem with it.

Don’t tell me who I am,
Because unless I write all my thoughts down
On a sheet of paper and hand it to you,
You don’t even know the half of it.
The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong.
-Gandhi

Life isn't all it's cut out to be. It has it's ups and it's downs, but you have to embrace those ups and downs and learn from them. You can't just sit back and mope and make people have pity for you. You have to put those things that are hurting you aside...And live...You only get one life and that one life isn't that long. You have to do everything that comes your way. Yeah...You might get embarassed, but in a month, no one will remember. You have to do what you feel is right. You can't worry about other people. Just life how you want to live it. Don't follow examples, make them. Let people follow in your footsteps. Sometimes, you just have to dance around and look like a fool. Other times, you just to sing as loud as you can, even if you do sound bad. You haven't lived until you've danced in your underwear. And most of all, you need to laugh. Never go a day without laughing... Or at least smiling. It doesn't matter if you've had the worst day, if you just laugh, everything will be okay. For the most part, just be you. Don't listen to others... They are going to make fun of you...They are going to tell you that you're stupid. But, that is their opinion. It only becomes true when you start to believe it.

Don't be content with average
because average is just as close to
the bottom as it is to the top

The past cannot be changed,
the future is still in your power.
You are never given a wish
without being given the power
to make it come

i am anything but normal, ew normal
i guess i am considered one of the guys, its fun
i am immature and i don't care if you dont like it, i do
i like to mess around and i am not polite
i am most defianatly not a girly girl and i dont mind getting down anddirty
i am rude but not stuck up
i am pretty but not stupid or preppy
i am one of a kind and damn proud of it
so get used to it.

you can never be old&&wise
if you are never young&&crazy

just because- I’m quiet, doesn't mean I don't have a lotto say.
just because- I appear happy, doesn't mean everything isok.
just because- I’m sarcastic, doesn't mean I don't takethings seriously.
just because- I forgive, doesn't mean I forget.
just because- I don't listen to your problems, doesn'tmean I don't care.
just because- I’m gullible, doesn't mean I can be cheated.
just because- I’m stubborn, doesn't mean I’m not easygoing.
just because- I don't study, doesn't mean I’m stupid.
just because- I don't show my feelings, doesn't mean Idon't have any.
just because- I’m honest, doesn't mean I’m outspoken.
just because- I’m not like you, doesn't mean I’m weird.
just because- I’m unsure, doesn't mean I’m afraid.
just because- I don't love you, doesn't mean I don't havefeelings for you

Smile. It makes a world of difference. Dance. Who knows when you won’t be able to. Cry. Holding those emotions in is bad for you. Kiss. Kisses are the most wonderful things in the world. Laugh. What’s the point in hiding happiness? Frown. Why not let him know you’re unhappy? Apologize. You don’t wanna lose friends. Hug. There’s no better feeling being wrapped up close to someone you love. Live, because life is everything

you can call me names. you can hate on me. you can refuse to ever talk to me.
but hey, i wont care. that is just who i am.
because once upon a friendship
someone taught me
not to care
what others think of me.

Wait for the boy who will make an ordinary moment seem magical,the kinda boy who brings out the best in you and makes you wanna be a better person. wait for the boy who will be your best friend, who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances. wait for the boy who makes you smile like no one else, and when he smiles, you know he needs you. wait for the boy who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats and have no make-up on, but appreciates it when you get dolled up for him...and most of all, wait for the boy who will put you at the center of his universe, because that's where you belong

people are going to hate you, love you,
love to hate you, and hate to love you,
but the ones that mean the most ..
will always be there.
-sex and the city

""We have a long life ahead of us. You have to be who you are. It's the only way to be truly happy.""

You shouldn't judge someone by what you see. You may be wrong, like you were about me. -Mandy Moore

Jealousy is what makes a bitch talk shit
Bitches rate me, boys wanna date me... all this drama cuz you ain't me

Just because I look at other guys doesn't mean that I don't have your face etched into my mind, and don't think that I don't close my eyes, and picture your smiling face as often as I get the chance. ©ToughXCallQuotes

Always and forever you and me, thats the way our lives should be
top back remix TI

Yeah, I know she's jealous cuz I got the guy, and she ain't pretty enough.

Go beyond what people think of you. This is where the realm of excellence lies

13- So just let them make fun of you. Who cares if you're imperfect? Maybe it's your imperfections that someone loves about you.

6-- DAMN! you must be trippin, cuz boy.. I didnt love you, I'm just big pimpin!

Here's something I just can't understand... If a guy has 3 girls, then he's the man. He can either give her some head, or sex her raw, but if a girl do the same, then she's a whore. But, the tables bout to turn, I bet my fame on it, cats take my ideas and put their name on it. But it's alright tho, you can't hold me down, I've got to keep on moving. To all my girls with a man who be trying to mack, do it right back to him, and let that be that. You need to let him know that his game is wack.
-Lil'Kim

1-- Hate the sin... love the sinner

So, What am I not supposed to have an opinion? Should I be deprived to speak just because I'm a woman? Call me a bitch because I speak whats on my mind... Guess it's easier for you to swallow if I sat and smiled. When a female fires back, suddenly big talker don't know how to act. So he does what any little boy would do, makin up a few false rumors or two. That for sure is not a man to me.. slandering names for popularity. It's sad you only get your fame through controversy, but now it's time for me to come and give you more to say. -Christina Aguilera
7-- Who cares what they think? I wasn't trying to impress them anyway

Before you judge me, take a good look at you. Don't you have anything better to do? Seems to me you're a little slow to understand... Jealousy and ignorance go hand in hand.

-- Too many girls talk behind my back... it isn't my fault I got what you lack
Oh. And one more thing kid.. You'll never find another me.

Paulette: Is she as pretty as you?
Elle: She could use some mascara and some serious highlights, but she's not completely unfortunate looking.~ Legally Blonde

Monday, February 8, 2010

Obsessed



Just came across this on facebook. The caption was "Have you seen this movie? Guys, esp. married men, watch it and I assure you, you'll behave inside the office!!!! and beware of those who enjoy flirting around..."

As per Trheenah:
"Wlang mahabang relasyon, sa suluterang may determasyon.."
"Kahet gano kapa kaganda, kasexy, kabait o ka sweet, kung kaagaw mo nman eh saksakan ng landi, hindi ka tlaga magwawagi!"

May sagot nman ako jan:
"Pag niloko ka ng mahal mo, eto lang masasabi ko, never say die tomorrow is another guy"
- *clap clap*

**Ders nothing wrong wid a lil flirting, u just have to know your boundaries. I wont be hypocrite, the vibe that this thing givs is a natural high!!!
We only live once, might as well make the most outta it right?LOL PARA SAN PANG NAGING MAGANDA KA KUNG SA WALA LANG MAPUPUNTA..hahaha
There would always be sumthin about boytoys...
But boys are disposable *in a snap of a finger*
And just like what I always tell my gurlfriend Hazel, "Once a player, always a player, its in the blood!"
A lil' nod Nicole 1/2?haha

DONT HATE THE PLAYER HATE THE GAME. IF U DONT KNOW HOW TO PLAY IT. LEARN IT.-WICKED

U know its nothing more attractive than a fierce bitch! Where danger is written all over her.-Tweet by Rod Nealy, Paris and Nicole coudnt agree more!Damn!Brilliant minds!!

**Gwen 1/2 pouring her evil cells hehehe

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Chronicles of PenGwen Episode 100 Dear John



“Npka mobile mo pag boring na nagdidisapear kana”

Just right after the movie, pbaba ng stairs
Sushi: Ano lesson?
Pengwen: Time is gold ulit

Mga natutunan na lesson sa Dear John as per Bigmouth:
“Kapag gusto mo ng gwapo, ilaglag mo bag mo.”
“Ang manunulot, namamatay.”
“Lahat ng nanunulot abnormal anak.”
“Lahat ng may abnormal na anak nanunulot.”
“Ang nanunulot salot.”

WHAT RUMORS? leaning forward.
I love the faces!!!!!!!!damn!!
Tickles mebig time!
Poknat!

"Sarap bsahin ng blog mo paulit ulit, nakaka tnggal stress.."
-Awwwww so mountain moving right?

“At least ngaun naintndihan nyo na ung lesson ng movie kase last time hindi.”
-aray nman hehehehe

Bigmouth:"Pengwen, sino mas trip mo si John or si Tim?"
Pengwen: Haller cno pba shempre si Channing.
Bigmouth: "Kung artista tau ganyan movie ggwen ko"
Pengwen: "So feeling mo si Channing ka??"
Bigmouth: "Hindi, ako ung guy na kups kay John, ung naka away nya"
-Amp! San kapa? Kakatapos lang ng movie ung conv na yan pero nkapag icpan na nya ng bongga kung ano role nya.

Sushi making kwento abt what happened.
Pengwen "OH MY GOD!!!"
Pause.
"Oh my god!!!!!!!"
With eyes wide open. (Mala tarsier lang)
Sabay biglang SMILE.
Sushi: "Sabe ko na nga ba, iba ung kinang ng eyes mo"
-wicked

"Your eyes sparkle like diamonds pag excited ka."
"OO nga daw, pero may times din na na ung stomach q parang nilalamutak. ANG HIRAP NON HA!"

"Gusto mo sa baba tau para mka tingin ka ulit ng lights? *chuckles*
"Bagong salta lang kase sa Manila"

"Lam mo ba super maldita pla nung gurl na un, imagine ni pipicturan sha ayaw man lang humarap.."
"OO parang ikaw lang ung nag ba brat ka nung party before"
-basag!

"Pengwen, tinatanong ng pamangkin ko kung gwapo daw ba..."
Pengwen harap sa pamangkin.
Pengwen: "Hindi"
Pamangkin: "Ahhhh..Errr..."
"Para shang artista..."
Pengwen: "OO si Humpy Dumpy"
LMAO.

Eating sunday breakfast..
Big Mouth: Pag tlga artista tau ako pinaka controversial.
G2:Kung controversial ka ano na lang sha?(Pointing at pengwen)
-Nagsalita ang Porn star.LOL

Twins nagbubukas ng fortune cookie
Reading out loud.
G2: “Now is the time to move on”
G1: “Uy wow! Pasok sa banga!! Para sau yan!It’s a sign!!!”
Lumapit si Sushi, ung sau Pengwen?
Pengwen kinakaen muna ung fortune cookie before binasa ung fortune.hehe
Pengwen: “Eto, if you believe in yourself, your dreams will come true.... Uyy para saken din toh!!!!!!!!!!”
Sushi parang may question mark sa forehead.
G2: “Okay ka lang? Eh parang pang starstruck lang yan. Dream. Believe. Survive”
-WOW!

Twins watching Dear John.
G1: “Oh my, ang hottt ni Channing. Gooooddddddddd!”
G2: “Amp! Nanginginig pa ung Goddddd mo!”
hahahahahhahahhahahaaha

“Iba pa din pag tau mgkakasama kahet paulit ulit lang pnag uusapan naten masaya pa din.”
Pengwen gusto tumambling.

Eksena: HS Bar
Pengwen: Sushi nakakainis hndi ako nitatamaan!
G2 bglang singit..
G2: Pano ka malalasing eh daldal ka ng daldal??
-Basag nnman LOL

Eksena: Punjabi dancing. nag gyrate pa.ung haduken style nman kase mukang ewan.
G2 nangigil mesa kawawa kakahampas nya.

Eksena: May 2 hot chics na nagsasayaw.
Sushi mababali na leg sa pag tingin.Pag harap nya sa table.
Twins: HULLLIIII KA BALBON!!!!
Sushi: MILLION DOLLAR SMILE! Ka ching!

Eksena: Sa ibat ibang tables may nas sho showdown na chics
Sa left may transvestite na nag belly dancing sabay strip. Sa right side nman authentic gurls na sexy jipjap. Over ingay na ng crowd’
Si G2 confused nnaman. Lingon sa kanan. Lingon sa kaliwa. Langon sa kanan. Lingon sa kaliwa.
G2 sumigaw.
“Hindi ko alam kung san ako titingin!!!”

Eksena: Dameng ng sho showdown
Crowd chanting “TAKE IT OFF!!! TAKE IT OFF!!!”
Maya maya ng iba na “Hubad na! Hubad na!”
Bigmouth naki sabay din ng sigaw...
Bigmouth: “GINEBRA!!! GINEBRA!!!...........”
-ang kulit oa!

Gurltoy, Pengwen and Sushi chatting.
Pengwen: Maganda tlga two piece.
Gurltoy: “Gurl san ka ba nabili ng bra? Hirap humanap ng size naten.”
Pengwen:” Try mo sa Marks and Spencer, don okish tlga esp for the boobies.”
Sushi: “Wah! Hello and2 pa po ako”
Gurltoy:” Ah cge I’ll check it out. Grabe anong cup ba boobies mo?”
Pengwen: “Er..iba iba nman.”
Sushi: “PM nyo nalang ako pag tapos na usapan nyo sa boobies”
Sushi has left the conference.
-Amp! Parang nag walk out lang diba?

Pag uwe
Gurltoy: Gurrllll drunk ka?
"Hindi!!!! Badtrip"
Hahahaha

Gurltoy “Gurl eto na ung happy ending...”
“Ung scene eh npapaligiran ka nmen!!! Tas sabay ending na papasok ung production number naten na nasayaw”
Pengwen: “Ano ung tune? Fire ng 2ne1?”
Gurltoy: “NOOOOO. I don’t care!”
-Yun yon eh

Gurltoy: “Gurl tapos na ung movie mo...”
Pengwen: “Auko na ng sequel”
Gurltoy: “Kase nman ung movie mo ibang klase ung genre...”
Pengwen: “Ung next movie ko gusto ko nman mala Imaginarium, or Dear John.”
Gurltoy: “IKR. Ung next movie Sushi’s angels na.”
Pengwen: “Lovesssss it!!!”
Gurltoy: “Oh ayan may love story na ung sau, kay Sushi Fantasy theme, si G2 Porn, ako OHHHH NOOO!!! Drama?????”
Pengwen: “Gurl hndi ka pdeng drama... Anime ka... Anime ka....”
Gurltoy: “Promise? Yey! Yey! Ako si SailorGurltoy”
-Oha! Ang gandang usapan diba? Winner! *clap clap*

“Gurl sobrang hirap pag 3 boytoys nagtatanong sau...sobrang hrap nakakalito!!!”
Pengwen: “2 lang!!!!”
-hahahahahahahaha

G1: “G2 watch naten gg ha?”
G2: “Huh?Gurl to gurl?”
G1:: “Gossip Gurl hehehe”
-Iba tlga pag porn star hehehe

“Wala ka ba talagang sineseryoso? Feeling mo laro lang to?”
-OO.

pero isipin mo dba? have u ever imagined yourself as being timid?
NO!

ngyn lang ako nalasing nga 1 babae ng paulit ulit ha
haha
haha!!! ano kaya itsura mo kung timid ka? haha


** Abangan ang next chronicle episode after ng Hotel Party extravaganza Part2. I lurrvvvveeee it!! Nka ready na two piece ko swimming kame ni gurltoy!!!YEY!!!

Friday, February 5, 2010

More quotes ^_^



Its okay to be spontaneous and get a little messy in life. Other wise life is just a bunch of Thursdays strung together.

Its never too late to become what you might have been.

imagine settling for a life you can have because
you don't have the courage to go after the life
you really want. you have to make a decision;
the kind that bends your future in a
whole new direction.


She's been down and out.
She's been written about,
she's been talked about.
She's been up and down,
she's been pushed around.
She's been lost and found.
She has no regrets; she
accepts the past because
all these things, they helped
to make her who she is today
.

You can't spend your whole life
worrying about what other's may
think of you. Cause as long as
you can look at yourself and laugh.
Then you can face anything.
Breathe. Let go. And remind yourself that this
very moment is the only one you know you have for sure.
-Oprah Winfrey

youre single. make the best of it. it doesnt mean your not good enough for anyone, it means no one is good enough for you.

its been too long, && i say im over you. but we both know its a lie. we keep running back to each other. because bad habits are hard to break.

Take chances and never be afraid
because youre scared of what it will
end as because you could be wrong
and screw up what could have been
the best thing of your life.

sometimes you need to walk alone just to prove to yourself that you can.

Moving on is a process. you
have to promise yourself
you're really ready to let go.

with you, i learned that i should never let life go easy. i should never trust anyone too much. i should never give up on my beliefs. i should always move on when my life is near "over." i should never love anyone more than myself. i should not let people step all over me. thank you. because you gave me a practical experience. you.

the most important thing in life
is to find yourself.. know who you are
at all times, and stand by that
for the rest of your life.

some people love to make you fall,
and others love to see you falling &
laugh while you struggle to get up.
but when you ignore them, do your
thing, and stand up to everything,
you can turn the situation around,
and step on all those people who
broke your heart too many time

we learn to deal with things our own way. a lot of the time people want to help, but when they try to, it just makes the whole thing more upsetting cause then you realize you can't be helped. maybe you're trapped in this mess, and all you need to do is just take a step away from the situation, and look at it from the outside in, and realize, 'hey, this is my life - take it or leave it.'

Everyone says love hurts. when actually love doesn't hurt.
Love didn't leave you for some other girl. It didn't cheat on you,
nor did it break your heart. So stop blaming love for once
& start blaming the asshole that treated you like shit & gave you up.

i know it's easier
to give in and give up.
to stop trying because
you can see defeat
coming straight at you.
but put this in the context
of our heroes.
our soldiers. our firefighters.
our law enforcement. our family.
our saints and saviors.
our friends.
what makes them heroes
isn't what they did to succeed.
it's simply what they did.
we call them heroes
even if they fall.
because they fell with honor.
they fell fighting
and they didn't give in-
though they knew defeat
was steadily on its way.<3

what doesn`t [ kill you ]
only makes you stronger.
so when you think you`re hurting me,
you`re just helping me [ last longer ]


actions do speak louder
than words. but words are
the sparks that light the fire

one of the worst feelings in the world
is having to doubt something you thought was
unquestionable

Anyone can give up. It's the EASIEST thing in the world to do. But, to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you feel apart...That's true strength.

The key to individuality is to get rid of that
" I'm afraid of looking stupid " line of thought..

She is vulnerable, for the
same reason she is strong.

never regret anything;
no matter how much it screwed up your life.

if people want to hate you for no good reason
let them, because obviously there either insecure,
jealous, or simply a bitch.. and theres nothing you
can do but continue to be yourself & have fun
-paris Hilton

The Most Selfish One-Letter Word:
" I "
Avoid it.
The Most Satisfying Two-Letter Word:
" WE "
Use it.
The Most Poisonous Three-Letter Word:
" EGO "
Kill it.
The Most Used Four-Letter Word:
" LOVE "
Value it.
The Most Pleasing Five Letter Word:
" SMILE "
Keep it.
The Fastest Spreading Six-Letter Word:
" RUMOUR "
Ignore it.
The Hardest Working Seven Letter Word:
" SUCCESS "
Achieve it.
The Most Enviable Eight-Letter Word:
" JEALOUSY "
Distance it.
The Most Powerful Nine-Letter Word:
" KNOWLEDGE "
Acquire it.
The Most Essential Ten-Letter Word:
" CONFIDENCE "

Trust it.10 Things to Live by.
1.The only unreachable dream is the one you don’t reach for.
2.Everything happens for a reason. Go with the flow.
3. Don't regret anything;; at one time it was exactly what you wanted.
4. Don't ever give up on something you can't go a day without thinking about.
5. Live for the moments you can’t talk about because you'll laugh too hard.
6. Live for the moment’s even Kodak cant capture.
7. After the rain there’s always a rainbow.
8. The ones who say you can't & you won't are always the ones who are most scared that you will.
9. Don’t wait for the storm to pass... learn how to dance in the rain.
10. Life isn’t about the breaths you take; its about the moments that take your breath away.

it's like half of me really wants to be
with him & the other half just wants to be
OVER HiM.

you must not know 'bout me
i can have another you by tomorrow
so dont you ever for a second
get to thinking you're irreplaceable
- Beyonce

rumors are vicious,
talk is cheap.
words are dangerous,
secrets you should keep.
gossip is fake & will
make the deepest cut.
so learn from the past,
& keep your mouth shut.

Life's our own dance floor,
so lean wit it, rock wit it while
everyone is watching you snap yo
fingers to every rap song and
live your life like something's
always going down.
When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry;
Show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile

Life is an oppertunity, benefit from it
Life is a beauty, admire it
Life is a dreams, realize it
Life is a callenge, meet it
Life is a game, play it
Life is a promise, furfill it
Life is a sorrow, over come it
Life is a song, sing it
Life is a struggle, accept it
Life is a tragedy, confront it
Life is an adventure, dare it
Life is luck, make it
Life is life, live it!

There is a litte truth behind every "just kidding".
A little curiousity behind every "just wondering".
A little knowledge behind every "I don't know".
And A little emotion behind every "I don't care"

it's there i know it is,
Because when i look at you
i can feel it.
- Finding Nemo


Normal is just the absence of individuality.

fear less, hope more
whine less, breathe more
talk less, say more
hate less, love more
& all good things are yours

AS i LAY iN YOUR ARMS
i DREW THE LETTERS i-l-o-v-e-y-o-u ON YOUR BACK
THiNKiNG YOU WEREN`T PAYiNG ATTENTiON
& THEN YOU LOOKED AT ME & SAiD i LOVE YOU TOO

Girl’s Part:
I can’t promise you perfection,
Cause that is not who I am.
I can’t promise you forever,
Cause I don’t hold fate within my hands.
I can’t promise you the sunshine,
Cause I know there will be rain.
I can’t promise you complete happiness,
Cause with true love, there comes pain.
I can’t promise to always smile,
Cause life always has a way to make me cry.
I can’t promise to always stand strong,
Cause it’s never easy to want to give life another try. .
Guy’s Part:
I know you’re not perfect.
To me, you’re so much more.
I know we may not have forever,
so I treasure every moment with you,
In case another one isn’t in store.
Yes, I’d like the sunshine.
But I’ll still stand with you through the rain.
Your happiness is my happiness,
so I’ll do whatever I can do to ease your pain.
When I first saw you smile, I fell in love at once.
And even deeper I fell, the first time I saw you cry.
It was at that moment I realized,
I wanted to protect you,
and always be the one to wipe the tears from your eyes.

I know that life is difficult,
and has given you more than your fair share of pain and lies,
But that’s why I will be your strength when yours fall broken,
and give you my wings to fly
Laugh your heart out,
dance in the rain.
Cherish the memories,
ignore the pain.
Love & learn,
forgive & forget.
YOU ONLY HAVE ONE LiFE TO LiVE. <3

Thats not her style.
To go down without a fight.
You may think shes given up this time ...
... but trust me ...
... she's waiting till the times right ...
{{ to strike again }}

I believe in sleeping in.
I believe in giving 100% when you only have 80.
I believe in love, arguing, & jamming out by yourself in the car.
I believe in kisses on the forehead.
I believe in long kisses, smiling til your cheeks hurt, & laughing until you cry.
I believe in having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
I believe in having someone play with your hair.
I believe in swinging on swings & running in the rain.
I believe in miracles & random acts of kindness.
I believe in saying hello to anyone & everyone.
I believe in second chances.

And I believe in passion.
you ask me why i hate you
you may have chemistry with her
but you have history with me ;)

GOT A PROBLEM WITH ME?
SOLVE IT.
THINK I'M TRIPPING?
TIE MY SHOES.
CAN'T STAND ME?
SIT THE FUCK DOWN.
CAN'T FACE ME?
TURN THE FUCK AROUND.

i`d neva appologize for sayen what i feel
thats like sayen im sorry for being real


wen u judqe sumone despite
w h a t u r w o r d s c u d d o
it dosn`t describe who they are
it only (( d E S k r i b E s )) u

if you dont like me theres nothing i can do
newsflash bitch i dont live to please you ..


if you dont remember, let me remind you,
no one in the world can ever '
love u better then i do

i live in a place where a majority of the people
get high ;;
the grades get low ;;
&& if someone has a secret,
everyone knows

Don't ever say you're not good enough
cus if he can't see how amazing you are,
then he's the one who's not good enough.

10 boys after and i still think of you

That`s the trick; you can`t care too much.
It`s good to have guys like him, but always
keep them at a distance. Never give
them a chance to hurt you. Kiss them.
Flirt with them. Keep them on a string.
But never, ever, fall for one.
[[too late.]]

the road to success is not straight.
there is a curve called failure,
a loop called confusion,
speed bumps called friends,
red lights called enemies,
caution lights called family.
you will have flats called jobs.
but if you have a spare called determination,
an engine called perseverance,
and insurance called faith,
you will make it to a place called success

[6]
Face each day like it’s your last
and you will never need a second chance.

life is an opportunity; benefit from it.
life is a beauty; admire it.
life is a dream; realize it.
life is a challenge; meet it.
life is a duty; complete it.
life is a game; play it.
life is a promise; fulfill it.
life is a sorrow; overcome it.
life is a song; sing it.
life is a struggle; accept it.
life is a tragedy; comfort it.
life is an adventure; dare it.
life is luck; make it.
life is life; fight for it.

knowing is better than wondering,
waking is better than sleeping,
and even the biggest failure
beat the hell out of never trying."
-Grey's Anatomy

fight for the things you love,
love the things worth fighting for.

follow your dreams no matter what.
that's what I live by more than anything. no matter
how old you are or how young you are,
you should be living your wildest fucking fantasies.
that's the only reason we're on this planet.

the saddest people I've ever met in life
are the ones who don't care deeply
about anything at all.

passion and satisfaction go hand in hand.
and without them, happiness
is only temporary because
there's nothing to make it last.

I love to hear people talk about
what their most passionate
about, because that's when you
see the person at their best.
Don't judge a book by its cover,
or a person by their past.

You should never be embarassed by your trouble with living. Because it is the ones with the sorest throats who have done the most singing.
*Bright Eyes

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You tend to give more than take in relationships. You need your space & privacy. You don't like to be smothered. You're secretly hoping your partner will change for you. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

courage doesn't always roar.
sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end
of the day saying, "i will try again tomorrow

and when you laugh, be sure to laugh out loud,
because it will carry all your cares away. and
when you see, see the beauty all around you and
in yourself. it will help you feel okay. and when
you pray, pray for strength to carry on when
the troubles come your way.

don't rethink things. because
usually, your first thought is what
you really want to do. so just
follow it through.

Sometimes what I do may seem ignorant & wrong, but I'm sorry if you feel that way. To me life isn't a song; there's no lyrics you can sing to, no paper to lead the way; I can't just look up to the heaven's & figure out what to say. But I can try as hard as possible to live the life I want. I guess I just have to dance to my own beat because life isn't a show & you don't pay for a seat.

It`s weird.
You know the end of something great is coming,
but you wanna hold on, just for one more second,
just so it can hurt a little more

in my lifetime I’ve come to realize that you can’t depend upon other people for what you want and you can’t be scared to go out there and get it. you have to dream hard, wish big, and chase after your goals, because no one is going to do it for you.

What the is the big fuss about true love?
Fuck true love; it's overrated.
Fuck finding it, fuck questioning it,
fuck obsessing over it. Love is love
& the more complex you make it,
the more complicated you make it
for yourselves to love each other.

Losing your first real love;
it's like waking up from an overdose
& realizing that you're still alive.

you anymore. it isn't worth it.
i tried and maybe i didn't try hard
enough, but it didn't seem to work
and it's exhausting. and i'm not saying
that i don't want you, because believe
me, i do. all i'm saying is i'm
done chasing after you.

if you don't like what you're
getting; change what you're doing.

you asked me for a second chance
i'm sorry, but i don't give second chances.
not that i don't believe in them
i don't believe in a broken heart

if you want to know
where your
heart is, look where
your mind wanders.

Make every breath be beautiful;
have some class; have some grace; be poetic.
Youre going to die eventually;
it could be any day, and that's the beauty of it.
You don't know when you will;
so life becomes a mystery, life becomes a novel

don't tell me who i am because i already know.

i don't understand how you called
me your friend. if you did this to a
friend, i'd hate to see what you'd
do to an enemy

whatever flaws you have,
people are going to notice them,
and whatever strengths you have,
you're going to need them.

"Over the course of the average lifetime
you meet a lot of people. Some of them
stick with you through thick and thin.
Some weave their way through your life
and disappear forever. But once in a
while someone comes along who earns a
permanent place in your heart"
- The Wonder Years*


life isnt abount finding yourself,
it's about creating yourself.

What if we already met the right person,
but weren't ready to fall in love?

Don't waste your time with people who
don't make you feel alive.

don't do anything halfway.
If you love someone
love them completely
and if you hate them
hate them until it hurts

Why waste your time
& mess your heels up steppin
on these haters;;
step over them

I'm just living my life &
being the best version of a woman I can be.
I’m not always going to please everyone.
At the end of the day, the only person I should be answering to is myself.

You have to speak your mind.
Don’t let anyone talk you out of being you.


what if the boy holding your hand
and the boy holding your heart
aren't the same one?

No, it's not okay. It's not okay. I am not that girl, I am not the one who cries and falls apart & calls her ex-boyfriend to come and save her. --Gilmore Girls.

What type of woman are you?



YOU GOT SEXY POPULAR GIRL
Everyone knows you. You look great and know this. You use this advantage and sometimes get in trouble with jealous girls because of that. You have many friends, female like male, but no or only a few really deep relationships.
You don't know that theres a beauty inside of every woman, that is deeper than any physical beauty. Try to find your inner strengths and charme so you can shine from the inside out. :)
Try to be kind and helpfull. Don't always think about yorself or your look - it is the inner woman people are waiting to see of you!

Anotha buncha quotes

never long for anyone from your past, there is a reason why they never made it to your future

nothing gets you over the last one like the next one

someday, someone will walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else

Yet even in certain defeat, the courageous (Trager) secretly clung to the belief that life is not merely a series of meaningless accidents or coincidences. But rather it's a tapestry of events that culminate in an exquisite, sublime plan. –Serendipity

sometimes, things dont work out, they take their place in your heart and make you a little stronger the next time -alex and emma

Some people say you are going the wrong way, when it's simply a way of your own. -Angelina Jolie

Life's funny sometimes.
It can push pretty hard, like when you fall in love with
someone but they forget to love you back, like when
your best friend and your boyfriend leave you alone, like when
you pull the trigger or light the flame, and you can't
take it back. Like I said, in sports, they call this stepping up. In
life, I call it pushing back . -One Tree Hill

If you are afraid of criticism … say nothing, do nothing, be nothing.

and even if its killing you, you gotta keep your head up, because there are so many people that would die just to see you fall.-- Paris Hilton
do not tell your problems to people. eighty percent don't care and the other twenty percent are glad you have them

All you have to do in life is go out with your friends, party hard and look twice as good as the bitch standing next to you. -Paris Hilton

you just have to go after what you want.. and if it doesn't want you back, then so be it - it doesn't deserve you anyways. - Nicole Richie

Just because a friendship or relationship ends does not mean that the other person is a bad person. Nor does it mean that the other person is crazy. Nor does it mean that the other person never cared about you or any of those things we often say. It simply means that it wasn't meant to work out and though it is horrible and unfortunate and sometimes heartbreaking, it's not the end of the world. Other friends will come along, other boyfriends and girlfriends will come along. Sometimes things just aren't meant to be. And that has to be okay. It has to be okay because otherwise what do we have? -Samantha Mott

There comes a time when every life goes off course. In this desperate moment you must choose your direction. Will you fight to stay on the path? Will others tell you who you are? Or will you label yourself? Will you be haunted by your choice? Or will you embrace your new path? Each morning you choose to move forward. Or to simply give up. -One Tree Hill

I don't know the key to success, but the key to failure is trying to please everyone -Bill Cosby

Live life only for yourself, cause thats the only person who is going to be there at the end
I wanted a perfect ending, now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what is going to happen next
The truth of the matter is that you always know the right thing to do, The hard part is doing it

I learned that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that you move on, and treasure the memories

The best way to forget about your own problem is to help someone else solve his
Funny, sometimes it's the smallest decisions that change your life forever

I know God wouldn't give me anything I can't handle. I just wish he didn't trust me so much
Dreams, without them we are nothing, what causes them is unknown but they are what make us get up in the morning and hope that one day they will eventually come true

A race horse that consistently runs just a second faster than another horse is worth millions of dollars more.Be willing to give that extra effort that seperates the winner from the one in second place
The best thing about a picture is that it never changes, even when the people in it do
You don't realize how strong a person really is until you see them at their weakest moment
Maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had, and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated

Don't put too much in any one person...they have a habit of taking more than you may be prepared to give

Just because everythings different doesn't mean anything has changed

It is immensly difficult knowing what you once had, and that it can never be the same way again because of one little mistake

As we grow older, it becomes difficult to just believe. It's not that we don't want to, but too much has happened and we just can't -now & then

Sometimes you're afraid to become a couple because you are afraid of losing what you already have with that person. But life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have, or could have had. No one waits forever

When I do something great, noone ever seems to remember, but when I do something wrong, no one can ever seem to forget

The meaning of life? That's easy. The meaning of life is to be happy, try not to hurt other people and hope that you fall in love

People always say you should be "yourself", like yourself is this definite, clear thing. Yeah right! Like you know what it is or how to be it -My So called Life

You'll have dreams that come from sorrow, dreams that come from pride, dreams you'll dream tomorrow and forget or set aside. But don't be scared of dreaming or believing what you see, for when life starts to turn to hell, it's a dream that sets you free

Never compromise yourself. you are all you've got

When you remember how hard it is to change yourself, you begin to understand what little chance we have of changing others

Knowing what you have to lose, but risking the loss anyways; thats what it's all about -"Say Goodnight, Gracie"

I would rather have thirty minutes of wonderful than a lifetime of nothing special~ Steel Magnolias

It's supposed to be hard! If it wasn't hard, everyone would do it. The HARD, is what makes it GREAT! ~A League of Their Own

There's always a little of truth to every just kidding

Why do they kill people who kill people to show that killing people is wrong?
The times you hate, always seem to last, the times you want, go away too fast
If you smile when no one else is around, then you really mean it

Remember, when someone annoys you, it takes 42 muscles in your face to frown BUT, it only takes 4 muscles to extend your arm and smack the idiot upside the head

I didn't say it was your fault I said I was blaming it on you

It's a trip ya know, when youre a kid you have this picture of how your life is gonna be, and it never crosses your mind that it's not gonna end up like that - Love & Basketball

Some succeed because they are destined to, but most succeed because they are determined to

You probably wouldn't worry about what people think of you if you knew how seldom they do

sgniht ta kool uoy yaw eht egnahc ot tog ev'uoY

Have faith in your dreams and someday your rainbow will come smiling through. No matter how your heart is grieving, if you keep on believing, the dream that you wish will come true. -Cinderella

Sometimes you just have to Jump off the bridge and hope you learn how to fly on the way down

Accept that some days you're the pigeon, and some days you're the statue

Somethings are true whether you believe them or not

You never really lose, you just run out of time

I don't want to hear you say that I will understand someday. I don't wanna hear you say we both have grown in a differnt way. i don't wanna start over again. I just want my life to be the same, just like it used to be. Somedays I hate everytthing. everyone and everything- everclear

There is only one rain cloud in the sky... an it's raining on me. Somehow I'm not surprised -Eeyore

Sometimes, people build you up, just to knock you down

For all of the people who talk about me and think it's effecting me..It's alright..I just sit back and think to myself..[[damn I've got myself a fanclub]]

They can't hurt you unless you let them -everclear
When you don't look back, I guess the feelings fade away

You've got to love what's loveable and hate what's hateable. It takes brains to see the difference - Robert Frost

Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go

Dealing with backstabbers, there was one thing I learned. They're only powerful when you got your back turned. - Eminem

When you spend your life worrying about how others feel, you lose track of how you feel

The more things change, the more they stay the same." I'm not sure who was the first person was who said that, probably Shakespeare or maybe Sting, but at the moment that sentence that best explains my tragic flaw--my inability to change. I don't think I'm wrong in this. The more I get to know other people, the more I realize it's kind of everyone's flaw. Staying exactly the same for as long as possible … Standing perfectly still, it feels better somehow. And if you are suffering, at least the pain is familiar, because if you took that leap of faith, went outside the box, did something unexpected, who knows what other pain might be waiting out there; chances are could be even worse. So you maintain the status quo, choose the road already traveled, and it doesn't seem that bad--not as far as flaws go--you're not a drug addict, not killing anyone, except maybe yourself, a little. When we finally do change, I don't think it happens like an earthquake, or an explosion, or all of a sudden you're like this different person. I think it's smaller than that, the kind of thing most people wouldn't even notice unless they look really really close. Which thank God they never do, but you notice it. Inside you, that change feels like a world of difference and you hope that it is, and that this is a person that you get to be forever, that you'll never have to change again. ~Everwood

Wat kind of barbie are you?


You got PRINCESS BARBIE

Ever since you can remember you have always been handed every thing, you like the world revolves around u!!! Every thing has to go your way and if not you through a fit, but on the bright side you are really pretty.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Urban Dictionary's Genevieve Gwen definition

A very deep and complicated girl who really cares about her friends. She may not see the world the way most see it. She is also extremely good at everything she does, but modest, because she doesn't think she's that great. Always the hottest fuck'n girl in school with both personality and T & A (tits and ass)
-Ahem!haha

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

If I could do it again... I woudn't get married...



While almost every single woman can’t wait to wear that white dress, Chinnie Dekgado wishes she hadn’t


I am married, married two years now, to a man I love and loves me knows me inside out. You are bath so bagay, friends exclaim, and I think I could have it all over again... I wouldn’t.
Shocked that a recently married woman can say such a thing? I am not out to discourage anybody from wearing the ball and chain around their necks. I have wonderful girlfriends who morphed into mother earth right after marriage_ they like staying at home with the kids and not having to work for the rest of their lives. (Who wouldn’t?) I’m truly happy for them and once in a while I gamely drag my husband to attend family cookouts and cheer during toddler soccer.
However, contrary to what popular TV shows would make us believe, I think that not everyone is cut for marriage. This Ally McBeal obsession with hunting down and hooking up with Mr. Right perpetuates that false perception that marriage is for everybody and that perpetual singletons are unhappy self-obsessed commitment-phobic deviants. It takes a certain degree of sanity to leave behind the wonderful world of single-blessedness and move to a state in which you are bound by laws, both legal and divine, to stay true to another person for almost a century. I guess I had momentary lapse of sanity (was scared to be single for much longer); long enough to walk down the aisle and exchange lifelong vows. Aside from being in love, I labored under the illusion that tying the knot meant happiness , sex and romance for the rest of my life, then ack!- a rude awakening.
There are days when I feel undesirable in bed, inadequate as an emotional support partner; and in reverse, there are long periods when I feel as if my husband is unavailable to me, emotionally or physically, and elsewhere in his own universe. Sure, I have gotten some valuable advice before I got married –on how to repair breakage in the marital bond when it appears in the form of infidelity, bad temper or boredom- but no one mentioned how tedious and heart breaking it can be to stay an individual. To pursue your own goals without feeling guilty and selfish, to indulge to yourself without feeling self absorbed or inconsiderate. There comes a day when people will unconciously reagrd you as an attachment to someone else, an appendage, part of a couple and nothing else.
Dont even get me started on sex. During our first two months, we were like two horny rabbits. We had our own place- it was small but we made most out of every inch. Getting married and having your own place, means more bills to pay, working harder to have the money to pay those bills, scrubbing bathroom tiles, ironing clothes, cooking dinner, when you get home-those basically kill any so-called animal urges. We are too tired at the end of the day, the only groping that wakes me up in the middle of the night is when my husband tries t wrestle a pillow from my death grip.
Romance in marriage is much like Elvis: dead, but you keep hoping otherwise.
Romance is intoxicating , both of you filled with fascination for each other. Once married, the only thing that will fascinate you is how cohabitation is even possible between one who abhors televish and one who needs the set on even when he is washing dishes on the other room. Marriage robs you of the illusion that is state of being one. There are days when my husband and I do retaliation to the other’s offense that I never imagined we were capable of, when I wake up I find myself staring at the person in the bed with me, wondering who are you? There are moments when I would much rather be single than feel alienated, disconnected, from the very person I call my husband. When, because I’ve set my expectations so high (were going to faced life together), my disenchantment is all the more heartbreaking. And now, I wonder what would it have been like if my husband and I just stayed together without going through all the paperwork? Would we have been happier??


**This is an article from Cosmo that I have been keeping for years. Delayed posting I know. My friends are all aware that I have this thing about being quirky alone. I admit though that I have been down to serious business but even at my lapse of sanity, I have never fancied the ball and chain of marriage. Yes, that’s how I see it, eternity of doom. Don’t get me wrong, I wanna walk down the aisle with that oh so gorgeous white dress, a knock out entourage and have the loves of my life with me. And having THAT GUY waiting for me at the end of the the bomb walk at San Sabastian Church (see I’ve thought of that). BUT THAT’S ALL THAT I WANT. I don’t want the events even right the morning after. I don’t wanna go through the excruciating pain that marriage has packaged with women. “SETTLING DOWN MEANS MORE SILENCE AND LESSER SEX.” It’s Blair’s statement on one of GG’s episodes re getting serious. This may sound ludacris but it’s just me and it’s my choice. After dropping off my friends last weekend, the guy whom I loved the most and I had a talk, just before the attempted confession. He asked me if I still think that US would work. He also asked me if I still want to spend the rest of my life with him. I did a lil thinking after I got the SMS, the explanation why he still wouldn’t wanna pursue other chics. Well... Guess what my answer was?
I told him “After all these years I still love you, nothing’s changed. And after all these years I still love me and nothing’s changed...”

My version of Gad-gets ^_^







To follow nalang pic ni gadgets my mc is not working.damn!

Monday, February 1, 2010

OPP (Other People's Property)



TEMPTRESS... BIG MESS...