Friday, March 19, 2010

Dukey L♥Ve

All the stuff you said
is stuck in my head like
a recording and it just
keeps replaying & I
think I like it

Fine; I`ll admit it:
I think of you every second of every day
you`re my favorite subject to talk about.
when I hug you I wish I was allowed to never
let you go. most of my dreams have you in them.
I always get excited when I get to see you again.

love how we don't have to be all kissy all the time,
how we can wrestle around because we don't
have to show people we love each other because
all that matters is that you and I know.

She's afraid that after all this waiting,
he'll end up with another girl.
She's afraid of what hasn't happened yet.
And most of all, she's afraid she'll never
find someone who could compare to him.

You now how in movies there is a moment
Where some helpful supporting role says something like
“So you either take this chance, or spend the rest of your life wondering What could have been”
To the starring role?
And the whole audience is screaming for this stupid character to suck it up and do the damn thing. I never understood why it was so hard. …until that movie became my reality.

When you love s o m e o n e, you can tell. But when you're [in] love with someone...everybody else can tell...

Take a chance, you never know how absolutely p e r f e c t something could be.

"At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. It's like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it's not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you , and once in a while people may even take your breath away. "
--Greys Anatomy


They keep asking me "Sweetie what do you want this year" and the honest to god truth is, its nothing they can buy me, its nothing they could ever understand because really...all i want is you.

Its not that I'm in love with him.
It just that I spend every moment of wasted time thinking about what we could be, its just that the sound of his voice makes my heart speed up, its just that I want to take the place of every girl who speaks to him, its only that his smile can take away any pain, its only that hes the only boy that ever made me feel this way. Its only the tiny fact that I get dizzy whenever I speak to him.
Damnit, I l o v e him.

I'm f a l l i n g even more in love with you, I'm letting go of all I've held on to. I'm standing here until you make me move, just hanging by a moment here with you.

There is never a time or place for true love. It happens accidentally, in a heartbeat in a single, flashing, throbbing moment.
-The Truth About Forever

Now you're trying to fix me,
but baby, until you came around,
I was never broken.

beauty in all imperfections.

should never chase guys.
The only thing a girl should chase
is a shot of vodka

Love me without fear,
Trust me without questioning,
Need me without demanding,
Want me without restrictions,
Accept me without change;
Desire me without inhibitions

Whenever you smile, I
always smile back,
But on the inside I'm
having a heart attack

you talk it;
[ we live it ]
you're jealous.
admit it.

You're like a bad addiction,
Running through my veins,
You're the habit I crave .

I know there could never have been another.
I knew it then and I know it now.

Yes, a heart can hallucinate if it's
completely starved for love;
it can even make monsters seem
like angels from above.

Tell me; what am I supposed to do?
When I count my thoughts, they're mostly you.

Your heart just breaks, that's all. But you can't judge,
or point fingers. You just have to be lucky enough
to find someone who appreciates you.
-Audrey Hepburn

The sooner you know who you are
and what you want, the less
you'll let things upset you

True love cannot be defined by any means. It is
a cluster of adjectives. It's crazy, passionate,
complicated, painful, but most importantly-
true love is real. It's that feeling of being inexplicably
drawn to another person. Love isn't finding
someone who you can escape reality with,
it's finding someone who makes reality worthwhile.-psshhh..whatever!

You're that guy, the one no matter
how many more guys I go through,
I'll always have a thing for you.

i dont miss you
i miss being loved
i miss someone to talk to
i miss hugs and kisses
i miss the feeling
but i dont miss you.

If you believe something is meant to be,
give it time and let it happen.

There's nothing more dangerous
than a bad boy with charm
.-------->>>>HELL YEAH!

You never got used to it, the idea
of someone being gone. Just when
you think it's reconciled, accepted,
someone points it out to you and
and it just hits you all over again.

you were the lesson I had to learn.

" you don't die of a broken heart,
you only wish you did"

I'm not the girl I used to be.
I've got to admit it,
A lot of you got to me.

I want you to be with someone who
makes you feel like I feel
when I'm with you.
-Dawson's Creek

I won't pretend that I intend to stop living.
I won't pretend I'm good at forgiving.
But I can't hate you, although I've tried.
I still really love you. Love is stronger than pride.

Just because you don't speak,
doesn't mean you're over him.

You have to decide how you want to live your life.
What you can tolerate. What you're willing to lose..
-- Dawson's Creek --

The truth may hurt
but it's those lies that kill
-- Dawson's Creek --

You can try your hardest,
you can do everything
& say everything..
but sometimes people
just aren`t worth trying over anymore..
they aren`t worth worrying about..
it`s important to know
when to let go of someone
who only brings you down.

Dusk, I realized then,
is just an illusion,
because the sun is either above the horizon
or below it.
And, that means that day and night are linked
in a way that few things are,
there cannot be one without the other,
yet they cannot exist at the same time.

Chances are I'll never get a moment like this again, so here's everything I ever wanted to tell you. No one has ever gotten me like you; I've never found anyone who makes me laugh like you. You're the one person who I can honestly see myself happy with; the definition of love to me is you.

So you want the truth?
Sometimes i miss you soo bad it hurts.

I believe we write our own stories--and each time we think we know the end, we dont. perhaps luck exsists somewhere between the world of planning, the world of chance, and from the peace that comes from knowing, that you just cant know it all. lifes funny that way--once you let go of the wheel, you might end up right where you belong. - LiTTLE BLACK B00K

Screw you, I have found two new lovers. And their names are Ben & Jerry!!!


Mom: Hun, it's not a fashion show...
Me: Every day's a fashion show mom.

You spend your whole life
Believing that you’re on the right track.
Only to discover that
You’re on the wrong train.

Love fills your heart.
breaks your heart
and heals your heart.

she let her heart & soul right in your hands.
& you stole her every dream,
& you crushed her plans.

what makes you think that
you can just push her around?

If you can't be good, look good.
:: Abercrombie & Fitch ::

Don't worry about knowing people,
make yourself worth knowing.

you should never have a regret.
look at it this way instead--
if it was good, it's wonderful.
if it's bad, it was an experience
.
--------->>AMEN!hehe

ANTI - LOVE _
because there are
cooler ways to cry...

To let go isn't to forget, not to think about, or ignore. It doesn't leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn't about winning or losing. It's not about pride and it's not about how you appear, & it's not obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, & doesn't leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness. It's not about giving in or giving up. Letting go isn't about loss & it's not about defeat. To let go is to cherish the memories, to overcome and move on. It is having an open mind in confidence for the future. Letting go is learning, experiencing and growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, & made you grow. It's about all that you have, all that you had, & all that you will soon gain. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, & the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up. It is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, to clear a path and set yourself free.

Eventually you grow up.
One day you open your eyes
& the fairytale disappears.

Spend your time perfecting tomorrow
not correcting yesterday.
its a horrible feeling. holding on when you
know you should be letting go.

i dont understand why god would
let us meet, if there was
no way we could ever be together.

&& ive finally realized that you dont care.
you never did && you never will.

Your voice is my favorite thing in the world.
No joke. Its the only thing that completely gets me,
right down to my core. But when I hear it, I'm predictable.
It makes me doubt reality. It lets me dream at night.

I wish there was something I could say or do.
I can resist anything but the temptation from you.
But I'd rather walk alone then chase you around.
I'd rather fall myself then let you drag me on down.
-Ben Harper

One of the hardest things in life
is having words in your heart
that you can't even explain.

practice makes perfect...
too much makes a whore.

cry all you want, little girl.
tears don't bring people back.

i hate you, and i just thought you should know.
i can't live with you and i can't stand you
yet all i do now is think about you. its pathetic.

sometimes you can only forgive someone
cause you cant stand not having them in your life.

for some moments in life there are no words.

The sweetest moment was when
he put his hands on my face and said,
"God, I could just kiss you forever."

It's so hard to be strong
when you love the one thing
that makes you weak
&& nobody knows
that i still fall asleep
thinking about you

He's the kind of boy with eyes that
will make her forget how badly
she's been hurt before

even if you're half-way across the world,
even if the world blows up,
even if i never see you again,
you'll still be in my heart.

I have a habit of falling too hard,
and falling too fast, and getting
my hopes up. For something that will never last.

If you want crappy things to stop happening to you,
then stop accepting crap and demand something more.

The things that are most important
to us bring tears to our eyes.

The best feeling in the world
is doing something that
everyone else said you couldn't.

we all choose a path in life;;
sometimes we never look back
&& sometimes life forces us too

there’s always gonna be that thing
youu hate but can`t change. that 1
mistake youu can`t take back.. &
that one memory youu would do
anything to have again♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

it's never been this hard
trying to keep a single person
from my mind

He said "I love You" and i sneezed and said
"Sorry i'm alergic to bullshit".

nobody wants to hear this,
but sometimes the person that you want the most
is the person that you're best without.
Who are you to judge the life I live?
I know I'm not perfect & I don't live to be
but before you start pointing fingers ;
make sure your hands are clean.

Life for you has been less than kind.
So take a number and stand in line.
We've all been sorry, we've all been hurt.
But how we survive, is what makes us who we are.

& I keep going back to the
one thing I need to get away from

it`s sweet-talkers like him
that makes my heart need an
off button

Oh yes, the past can hurt,
but the way i see it -
you can either run from it,
or learn from it

Just the thought of maybe being
with you tomorrow gives me the
strength to go on today

Everything you`ve ever wanted
comes the second you stop looking
i could kiss a million guys
& it still wouldn't mean as much
as holding your hand
life is under no obligation to give you what you expect, you have to go after what you want.

4 comments:

gurltoy said...

gurrllll sobrang namove aq dto. do alam if its because im uber vulnerable at this point, or just plain crazy.. pero tumagos tlga sya sa soul ko. as in. thanks for comin up with this beautiful post.. lavya sis!!

DyosaGwen said...

anytime sissy...^__^
will be posting more eye opener thingies hehe
im rly hoping for everything to get betta sOon. we lav u and we're just here to support ya all the way..
smile lang ha..
take it easy.xo.

pau said...
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pau said...

may iaadd sana ako quoting from the movie achi and I watched recently, closer.

Dan: And you left him, just like that?
Alice: It's the only way to leave. "I don't love you anymore. Goodbye."
Dan: Supposing you do still love them?
Alice: You don't leave.
Dan: You've never left someone you still love?
Alice: Nope.

"Where is this love? I can't see it, I can't touch it. I can't feel it. I can hear it. I can hear some words, but I can't do anything with your easy words."


♥ sorry incomplete ung earlier comment ♥