a PRICELESS kodak moment(*)

Everytime I'm gonna look at this shot, it's gonna have a lil kick in my heart. Kick in a goOd way though, the feeling actualy is unexplainable, it doesn't remind of the not so good moments rather the shot will infinitely give me the feel of BLISS RUSH *overwheming happiness from within*
It's gonna remind me of how far Ive journeyed since.
I've been wanting to blog this for awhile now but was a lil busy with stuff.
The pic has been in my folder for quite sometime but I won't let the month of march pass without including it on my webbie coz it's PRICELESS.
Lemme just clarify, I wasn't crying because I was hurt or something, I did burst into tears because I had to temporarily bid byebye to some people that I overly care for.
My 2009 was a hella ride for me, I had my share of anime-like-tears, rockbottom moments, laughters and boo boo cartwheel moments. I even trusted monsters in disguise. There was a point that I felt like things are pouring non stop and I just wanted to shut everything out... In short, I almost gave up... But God really has his way of surprising and testing your boundaries. I endured what I thought was unbearable, realized I was tough way more than I fancied and discovered a side of me which I dint know existed... And I owe it to those people who have sticked with me. You'd really know who truly cares for you when the chips are down (tried and tested)
I'm also gonna give credit for those people who have wronged me. For some, I know tis gonna be a lil' strange, I used to think that way... I used to think that some things are unforgivable, but as time passed, wounds healed, literally and figuratively... Then things started to make sense. May sound so cliché but tis is actually true, everything happens for a reason. Eventually, answers that you have been searching for will be right at your very footstep. So lately, I've been talking to some peeps whom I havent talked to for years, was also making new aquaintances and friends, listened to their stories, life drama and hilarious experiences and it occured to me... I'm so OUT THERE AGAIN. I havent felt this for a very very long time...
Right now, I just feel so blessed and brandnewish. Every day seems to get better and better. I guess the most valuable thing amongst the gazilion things that resulted from the unfortunate experience is learning how to pick myself up after an awful knock down. Ive learned to support myself and I've learned to only commit myself to the best... Again, I have my reasons why I choose to keep mum, theres a fine line between telling lies, telling the truth and keeping your mouth shut... I dont owe anyone explanation and at the end of the day, tis my life to live, so just lemme go my way... If you have a reaction JUST SAVE IT, YOU DONT HAVE AN IDEA OF WHAT WE'VE WENT THROUGH. Spare me from all that action and drama. I don't wanna be invloved in all that fiasco, I paid my dues and enough is enough...
And just for final words...
"WHAT DID NOT KILL ME ONLY MADE ME STRONGER... AND BETTER THAN EVER"

Pengwen *Kawaiiiiii*
Just please pardon the fugly pic...^^